DeeplyFemme

How can I describe the pain that is overtaking me.. It starts at the top of my head and continues throughout my body Inch by inch, until little pieces of me die.  Never to return to it’s rightful Place.. I’ll never be whole again..  As my body crumbles so does my life.. Once full of joy and hope and smiles, I now try to remember what joy felt like, does a smile really raise ones spirit? I look in the mirror and I’m amazed at what stares back a me..  Where once stood a happy, intelligent human being now stands a ghost..  A ghost of my former self, I only recognize the soulful eyes that look back at me.  If it wasn’t fo

Once again, I sit here surrounded by nothing I breathe in I breathe out I am alive Sounds let me know something is abound I search for something, someone to no avail All I see is me My refection is everywhere, like some strange funhouse mirror. I’m tall, short, skinny, fat.  Distorted like the thoughts in my brain. My soul is tortured, agonizing for the truth My truth Why do I exist? Can someone please tell me, what my purpose is? No answer… Sigh… I breathe in I breathe out I am alive